Please don't throw my love away.

Sat, 11/21/2009 - 12:22AM by fionaxyl 1 Comment - 10 Views

You and me were meant to be
Back when in love was what to be
To know what truth was there to see
Was harder than keeping you close to me

Today I know that friends can be
more than good friends like you and me
the worst of what this story tells
is me in love like no one else with you

*Made me believe in you
blindfolded by you
scolded by thoughts of you

Please don't throw my love away
what if you need this love someday
please don't push it might go away
what if you come back nevertheless no
Please don't throw my love away
Don't you go taking for granted after all I gave
Don't throw this love away
Can't you see there's nothing else nobody else

But you and me not long ago
were more than friends
we were lovers in a roll
Please tell me tonight
That night you were in love
As you were making me more and more
in love with you

- Martin Nievera

I miss secondary school days. Fuck poly, flood poly.


Cheer you up.

Fri, 11/20/2009 - 3:03AM by fionaxyl 0 Comments - 5 Views
Today, me and my friend were driving around and rocking out to the song Barbie Girl by Aqua with the windows down. We got to a stop light and right as we sang "Imagination, life is your creation" we looked out the window at the car next to us and a bald man with sunglasses turned to us and sang "Come on Barbie, let's go party" right on cue before he drove away. I don't know who you are random bald man, but you made my day. MLIA

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Fri, 11/20/2009 - 1:01AM by fionaxyl 0 Comments - 8 Views

fuck my life. this semester has been the worst of my life. problems emerging from everywhere. schoolwork and relationships. these two are enough to kill me. i feel like im drifting apart from everybody. i miss you my dear friend i really do, whatever happened to us? and you, i dont know how to explain, just treat it as bullshit will you, understand please, i havent feel any good the past few days, and worst, today. sorry mom, i havent been a good girl these few days, i felt like shit and you most probably wont understand, give me a few days to get me back. and esther, im sorry for missing so many meetings and left you alone again today, sorry to the prom committee as well, i havent contribute much, i wish i could, but i couldnt. sorry project mates, i havent done anything so far, everytime we meet up i feel so dumb i cant contribute to anything. and sorry for cancelling work last minute, when you all needed people so desperately. sorry for not being myself these few days. i dont wanna share not because i dont trust you, but i really dont want to spoil anybodys mood. sacrificing so much time to maintain everything, but seems like a failure, i dont know how to carry on. if only they state dining workshop was optional, waste of money, waste of life, would have gone prom meeting and get everything done with, or maybe work and numb myself. i dont wanna go school. neither do i wanna stay at home. i face shit everywhere. what can i do in life, i have no idea. i hate to say this, but, screw you november. and then? life goes on, and i love my brother.

my head feels so heavy tonight. i should dry up and get to bed. goodnight.


Hello I mizz you.

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 11:38PM by fionaxyl 2 Comments - 12 Views

Work has been enjoyable the past three days, loving the people, loving my job, loving my pay. Western dinner, SA prom, chinese wedding, fun fun fun. Hope I haven't overwork, starting to feel the strain on Thursday night, not a good sign. Gonna give Bukit Batok's prom a miss, due to a new module introduced - time management (tmgt) haha, needa get my priorities right.

All of the sudden, felt like swimming (and playing with slides). Work on thursday and saturday, gonna invest in the 2-piece I saw today, heheh excited. Needa work on formal attire as well, like asap. Jog tomorrow night if it doesn't rain, (:


Love Potion #9.

Wed, 11/11/2009 - 10:56PM by fionaxyl 1 Comment - 9 Views

Moolahs coming my way! (:
An interview this coming Friday, work from Thursday to Saturday.

Good news, good news. Fiona Lee is beginning to enjoy macroeconomics, surprising eh? It started with rushing tutorials at late nights. (Y) Two more modules to love, ITB and BMGT, I'll haunt you upside-down, inside-out. Muahah. :D


Arai Gaw Yaum.

Sun, 11/08/2009 - 12:13PM by fionaxyl 0 Comments - 5 Views

Week 4 starts tomorrow. My mind is still stuck in Week 1, with lots of catching up to do, lots of tutorials undone, lots of notes incomplete.
Yet to do e-portfolio, which I find a waste of life. Yet to touch any tutorial 3s, gonna be another week of burning midnight oil.
Got my mugger mode on, but not my happy mood. Tell me how do I work when I haven't found me back. I am a goner.


Rainy days and Mondays.

Fri, 11/06/2009 - 1:58AM by fionaxyl 0 Comments - 3 Views

Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me.

What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.


Randomness caught me.

Fri, 11/06/2009 - 1:48AM by fionaxyl 0 Comments - 4 Views

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!

Flu caught me, I caught flu, boo hoo hoo. Rainy days and mondays always get me down. ):


Twit on sugar, zomah.

Wed, 11/04/2009 - 1:03AM by fionaxyl 0 Comments - 5 Views

Dear me completed my maec tutorials. Two more to go – fabm & hom!
Loving school with crossed fingers.

Needa sleep early tonight. Prom meeting early in the morning. Gawlah.


G'night.

Wed, 11/04/2009 - 12:01AM by fionaxyl 0 Comments - 1 Views

You left me hanging from a thread
We once swung from together
I lick my wounds
But I can't ever see them getting better
Something's gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

Her hair was pressed against her face
Her eyes were red with anger
Enraged by things unsaid
And empty beds and bad behavior
Something's gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I'm sorry
I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me
I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world

So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah

The room was silent
As we all tried so hard to remember
The way it feels to be alive
The day that he first met her
Something's gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

You make me think of someone wonderful
But I can't place her
I wake up every morning
Wishing one more time to face her
Something's gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I'm sorry
I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me
I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world

So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right

So much to love, so much to learn
But I won't be there to teach you, oh
I know I can be close
But I try my best to reach you

I'm so sorry
I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me
I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world

So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnightI'm sorry
I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me
I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world

So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah

-
One of my faves.