Sometimes I myself seriously have no idea what's going in my mind. Not having any idea what I want in life, what the fuck am I doing, how am I going to survive for the rest of my life. Sometimes I don't know why I lived on, why was I able to stop myself from doing those foolish things. Another sleepless night, with me not knowing why. I think, I am pretty lost. I am a little cheer up, or maybe I am not, I have no idea what. Whatever it is, I have to thank you my friend for telling me what's right or wrong. And thank you two, for listening to me blabbered on and on the entire night. Sorry you, if I slapped you hard. And you, I know I have no rights to control you, but I can't stand to see you regret later on, and that was the first thing that came to my mind, I'm sorry. Lastly, dear you, the same three words, I miss you. Maec lectures? Anytime anywhere, for you. Let's all mug hard and get promoted together. I ♥ TR02.
Nivuru pandi.
Last night I felt so sick/guilty/disgusted/smelly/dumb/uncomfortable, I really felt like jumping off the building. I know clearly what I did and said, but I felt so much better pouring everything out having it kept so long. Sorry you two have to listen to my bullshit and respond to me lol. Never again I say. :/
My knee hurts like shit, I don't know how, it's the first time it hurt so bad after a fall.
Roll-roll-roll a bug, swiftly down the slopes.
Dreamt of buggy rolling down the slopes of NP, shiok only. Still one of the top on my list. :D
Strained to the max today, could totally feel the muscles up my left arm tightened, feeling sucks, it's like you're going to give way any moment. To make matter worse, guests were really annoying today, watched people making a fool out of themselves, all sure kena alcohol liver disease in years to come!! Now everytime I close my eyes, I can hear the clashing sound of cutleries that makes hair stand, damn suck. Super bloated nao.
Hey no mountain high!!
This is how I looked like when I was in Secondary 4. Yes, FL with a red cushion everyday especially during humanities and mother tongue classes. How comfortable life was back then. But then again, life's short, we all should carry on no matter how it turns out now. This photo reminds me of bibx, banana lee and kyle tay, zomg missing my neighbours in class and the back-row-people. ♥♥
All I hear is raindrops, and I'm officially missing you.
Sweet ♥
Feeling donutish these few days. Dear Mom, I don't mind having this for breakfast every morning :) please carry on buying it every other day. Soft chewy dough with a hole, plus a mug of hot strawberry tea. Woohoo. I don't give a damn about diabetes oh whatsoever, life's short anyway. Om nom nom. Mega good breakfast makes me happy the entire day!
Right now, craving for Auntie Anne's cinnamon sugar pretzels, alaamak.
One fine day.
One day you're going to want that girl.
That girl who knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl who believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths, that girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl who should have you, but doesn’t even though she deserves it.
But maybe someday you'll eventually see that girl, the one who's been waiting for you.
(via runawaytrain)
Towards enlightenment.
Things to accomplish before I die: Bungee jumping, cliff diving, jet skiing, scuba diving, buggy rolling... there are far too much!!!! Life's short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile. :)
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